Will You Cry At My Funeral?

Have you ever thought, who will cry at your funeral?

No. Not the fake ones. Not those who screams, and wails, and hitting walls- and then go to bathroom, wiping fake tears while smoking. Or have a conversation after like nothin happened.

What I mean are the ones who sat silently, pain crushing their heart because of your death. They can’t cry, because there are no tears left. They don’t scream, because they are the ones who give condolence to others—or is it an attempt to comfort their own hearts?

I think it’s kinda great if you can have the answer while still alive. At least you know someone love you enough to cry at your funeral.

But, I really wonder, why people cry at funeral? At someone death?

Are they crying because there will be no other chance to see her/him every day like they used to, to make new memories, to lose someone who became a part of their daily routine (Life, they said.)? –Selfish reasons.

Are they crying because it is normal thing to do at graveyard, and people will look at you with their prying eyes if you not to? –Still, selfish reasons.

Or do you cry because you know the dead will face unknown, darkness, or even straight up went and burned in Hell? –That’s creative.

So tell me, why are you crying in funeral?

As if your tears will revive the dead.